I Finally Met The Beast

Today I found the "Beast". 

I've met the "Cheerleader" and the "Analyzer". I've met the "Dreamer" and the "Goal Setter". 

But the Beast - I am not sure I have met her..... until now....

She came out of me when I chose to keep going even though I was I was tired and gasping for air. When I wanted to do it beyond the desire to say I have. She greeted me with her fire eyes. She pulled me through a feeling of sinking. She pushed me when I felt dragged down. She made time travel while being the time keeper. She was at my core... There was no shaking her.... She was me.