Today is more of the same of yesterday. Jack is feeling much better so I'm trying to decide if he should go out in public or be kept close to home. I'm thinking he's good for soccer - so is he well enough to handle the YMCA? We'll see.
I had a email exchange that really made me think. With only one day of training in the last five, I'm feeling the pressure to get out and push myself. however, family comes first and this requires hugs not running, biking or swimming. So if nothing changed this week- I have to be happy with me. It shouldn't matter if I'm heavier or lighter, stronger or weaker - I must find happiness apart from what I do and what I look like. HELLO!
For me that means refocusing on my relationship with Jesus. He wants the best for me. But he'll love me no matter what.
4:00pm Managed a 900m swim...300m of freestyle swimming...or at least my attempt. Feels good to get into the water. I do enjoy swimming even if I panic..... which is what happened. I couldn't get in a Rhythm. I wasn't giving up and I still had time so I'd give myself a minute to catch my breath and the try again. I did get it eventually but it was tough going there for a while!
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